aku hari ini..29/3/2011

untuk keberapa kalinya aku bosan dgn hidup aku ini..sepi...ya..aku sepi..terasa kehilangan walaupun dia disisi..xpernah aku rasa cukup dengan apa yang aku ada skrg..mmg fitrah manusia xpernah merasa cukup dengan apa yang dimiliki..
mungkin aku silap membuat percaturan..aku sendiri keliru..apa yang aku inginkan..apa yang aku fikirkan..aku benci mereka2 yang xpernah faham tentang keinginan aku..aku benci kerana dibenci..takdir..mengapa ianya begitu..apa takdir aku selepas ini...
terlajak perahu blh diundur tapi terlajak perbuatan aku yang rugi..
aku xkan mampu kembalikan masa silam aku..aku dah xmampu lagi betulkan kesilapan lalu atau tarik balik keputusan aku dulu..tapi aku juga semakin tidak mampu untuk teruskan kehidupan ini..aku dah xsekuat dulu..aku bukan setabah dulu..aku juga xmampu nk tanggung bebanan perasaan ini..
kenapa aku blh kenal kau dulu..andai semua itu xpernah terjadi mesti aku xsengsara seperti skrg.kesedihan yang aku tanggung kini lebih besar dari kebahagian yang aku miliki skrg.

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

hidup.....

hye...aku xtau la nk ckp mcm mane..yg aku tau aku btl2 tensen skrg...byknye masalah dtg kan...rasa mcm nk lari je
lari jauh2.biar semua xjmp...

keje........
xhbs2 ngn duit shot...sape leh tahan mcm ni..dah byk kali pesan.
careless...

manusia...
asyik nak tipu org je..
ape yg dieorg dpt ntah..
seronok ke tipu org?
main2kan org?
np sume xjujur
asyik nak tipu je

bencinye................

why him?????

every girl has that one boy
that they'll never get over....

that one guy who makes you laugh all the time...
the one who gives you butterflies,
just when someone mentions his name...

that one who remembers all the things
you think you say are stupid....
and remind you about it months from now...

the one who has his name written all over your heart..
the one who you compare to every guy..

the one you never get sick of talking or hearing about...
the one that you cry over and over about...
the one that no one can understand..

?why him?...

the one everyone thinks you can do better than...
the one you ask why her and not me...?
the one when you first saw him you knew you...
loved him...

the one that in some way ends up..
not being yours...

crying with love..

ALL OR NOTHING...

HYE..SEE U ALL AGAIN...
THIS SONG FOR SOMEONE THAT I MISS, I LOVE...

i know when She's been on your mind
that distant look is in your eyes
i thought with time you'd realise
it's over
over...

it's not the way i choose to live
but something
some where's got to give
as sharing this relationship
it's older
older...

you know I'd fight for you
but how can i fight
someone who isn't even there
had the rest of you
i don't care it that's not fair

cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom
it's now or never
is it all
or are we just friends
is this how it ends
with a simple telephone call
you leave me here
with nothing at all

there are times it seems to me
sharing you with memories
i feel it in my heart
but i don't show it
show it
then there's times you look at me
as thought I'm all that you can see
those times i don't believe
it's right
i know it
know it

don't make me promises
baby, you never did know how to keep them well
I'd the rest of you
now i want the best of you
it's time to show and tell

cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom
it's now or never
is it all
or are we just friends
is this how it ends
with a simple telephone call
you leave me here
with nothing

cause you and i
could lose it all
if you've got no more room
no room inside
for me in your life

cause i want it all
or nothing at all
there's no left to fall
it's now or never
is it all
or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom
it's now or never
is it all
or nothing at all

one in a million

you're one in a million

sometimes love can hit you everyday
sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
but only one can really make me stay
a sign from the sky said to me

you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us
you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
and I've been searching for someone to give my love
and when i thought that all the hope was gone
a smile, there you were and i was gone
i always will remember how i felt that day
a feeling indescribable to me
i always knew there was an answer for my prayer
and you
you're the one
one for me

you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us
you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us

in the beginning i was cool and everything was possible
they try to catch me but it was possible
no one could hurt me it was my game
until i met you baby and you were the same
and when you didn't ant me
i wanted you because
the funny thing about it is i like the show
i like it when its difficult
i like it when its hard
then you know its worth it
that you found your heart


you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us
you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover on of the stars above us

you're one in a million.........

cinta antara kita...

cinta antara kita - duta feat baizura kahar

sejak dari dulu ku menyintaimu
ku tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
kau telah membuat ku menyintaimu

sudah berapa lama diriku ini x bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua kau merinduku
sebagaimana ku rindumu

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggumu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji meyintamu sayang

setelah kau pergi jauh dr sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama denganmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau x mengerti
maksudku dulu pada dirimu
kini ku kan menyinta dirimu sehingga ke akhir waktu